It was driving home at 3am from a 16 hr work day that i realized, maybe they were right. all along. everything everyone warned me about may actually be happening. maybe it was the road rage i had while driving on empty roads, or my rough gear shifting because i had the shakes in my legs...boh. who knows. regardless. i realized that, without a question, i need to be able to vent about the shit i experience. and accept that, there will be times that i wont have the opportunity to call someone up and unleash. and that nobody is ever going to understand what it feels like in its truest form.
i help people. whether they can understand that i am or not. i fight with the system. a battle that will never discourage me. fuck you if you choose to argue. i am honored with the opportunity to venture into other realities and spat on when the timing isn't right for that person.
i am let into conspiracies, and brought into them at the same time.
i take on emotions. and am dealing with my own at the same time.
its fun.
This is the beginning of the tale, from the other end. the end that takes it all.
As i write, you should begin to understand.
As for now, I leave you with a smile.
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